"1. I left my favorite pair of underwear at your house. I know your mother hates me, can I come pick them up?
2. It’s been almost a month and I still miss you like a fucking limb.
3. I didn’t know my bones could ache until I met you.
4. You know, a week before we broke up, do you remember? I had bought a book of poetry. You asked why I didn’t read something more interesting and I could feel my insides splinter.
5. You said poetry was all lies dressed up to sound pretty. When I look at you these days, I want to ask if sadness sounds pretty to you too.
6. It’s 3 a.m. and this alcohol tastes like you.
7. I saw you staring at me today during Lit class. I smiled at you and you didn’t smile back. I almost cried.
8. The girl who sits next to me smells like you.
9. I miss you.
10. I have never had so many bad nights.
11. Sometimes I write poetry about you on the internet. Strangers who have never met either of us think you’re cruel – they tell me if they had the honor of loving me, we’d have sex three times a day and they’d scream my name when they came.
12. They think it is beautiful, how I am broken. I don’t think they understand.
13. You used to tell me I was beautiful. I tried saying it in the mirror the other day, but it sounded wrong without your mouth wrapped around it.
14. Everything I say sounds wrong without your mouth wrapped around it.
15. We were never in love, but, oh God, we could have been.

- "15 Texts I Almost Sent You" | d.a.s (via backshelfpoet)



the last sentence…it’s as if the words were plucked from the hopeful depths of my broken heart.

what a beautiful book.

Thank you so much lovely xo Lang 


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I’m sorry if sometimes I don’t communicate well or if I randomly shut off and stop talking, it’s just that sometimes I’m talking and all of a sudden the paranoia is too loud in my head and my throat closes up and I feel like if I open my mouth I’ll throw up or cry. I swear I try to handle it but sometimes I just fuck up




Citizen- Sleep


Check out this mix on @8tracks: you were just a sad song that i didn’t want to end. by tarahxx.

creep // radio head

sleep // citizen 

i think you were in my profile picture once // modern baseball

magazines // brand new

plane vs tank vs submarine // tigers jaw

jesus christ // brand new

i’ve given up on you // real friends

like we use to // a rocket to the moon

a part of me // neck deep ft. laura whiteside

poison // front porch step

it’s cool, we can still be friends // bright eyes

if it means a lot to you // a day to remember 

her tongue was tattooed on the back of her teeth // old gray

never saw it coming // tigers jaw

home for fall(acoustic) // real friends

derailed // joyce manor 


i want a relationship but i want them to be like a friend to me, i dont want the relationship to be all about kissing, making out and sex i just wanna hang out with them, and go places, and just have fun wherever we go

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